No Going Back

Dim the lights,
And leave me to be,
Blow out the candles,
So I can’t see.

With full strength, I dig in,
No holding back,
I can hear the surface of my skin,
As it starts to crack.

I feel something warm,
In this sea of cold,
Fear is no option,
For now, I have to be bold.

Theres no turning back,
I’m going all out,
Not sure what I’m cutting at,
But my release is what its all about.

My breath starts to weaken,
As I feel this sensation,
My eyes start to flutter,
Once they close, they’ll never open.

I fall to the ground,
Its getting harder to breathe,
I see darkness and more darkness,
I guess its finally time to leave.