DEAR DIARY,JOURNAL THING

 
Guys can keep secrets to
and hide there feelings in a journal 
If i gave my secrets away 
Would my life go up in flame?
Is there something wrong with
Being gay?
It seems to lead others astray
There just afraid of the real me,
They just cant contemplait the reason why!
They laugh, call me fag, point, then leave.
They dont stop and say hi,
In fact the only time they stop at all is to say " you should die" 
Turn away 
Then wave goodbye!
I wish i could turn off life like a video game.
If i ran out of batteries.., right now
I wouldent complain, 
Its not like iv any juice left in me anyway. 
I feel drained.