Failure To Care

Laughter and family reunions in most homes
While mine is hostility and misery
Abandonment and trust issues
Hurt and anger build up inside
Mother always told me i was worthless
Yet, i had some hope that i wasnt
Until that one day where that STRANGER looked at me, grinning and making me feel like a whore
After he was done he looked down at me, while putting his pants back on
That smirk he had, disgusited me
He bent down to tell me I deserved what he gave to me
My nightmare now becoming my reality
I lose all sanity to become ME again
Trying to tell you, was my biggest fear...
Now ive told you, you laugh it off as if it never even happened
So, now i realize who i can trust and who i cant
You obviously failed to care
As you told me once before, if you need anything im here
Where was you when he was hurting me
What about after it happened and i told you?
FAILURE TO CARE