Messenger of GOD

I got the help of deceased
Death’s adversaries
living vicariously  
incorporating words into my vocabulary  
in positions so creative they’re beyond imaginary  
exponential hints in dreams  
I wake up and try to figure out what they mean  
but sometimes I can only remember the crease in the page  
I spend all day til I remember what they were trying to say ..  
say this that and the third, beautiful word, im done  
close my eyes and the Lord blessed me with another one  
went fishing and caught the Lord  
all faith absorbed didn’t really know who I was until I explored  
the risen seas of what there is to believe  
from Qur’an Islam to Buddhist enlightenment  
Atheism where belief ever went?  
God sent this is my copyrighted content  
Broke bread with Jesus but don't ask me where the disciple con went..  
 “Russell” Prophet messengers  
visionaries called heretics  
not witches just itches in the political scheming trying to change the bible demons  
I wanna medium I wanna translate spiritual dialect    
Dream legacies of poetic pages so we never forget  
Frost, Cummings, Emily, TuPac, Edgar Allen Poe  
And people that never got famous that we should know  
we roll-ed before our bodies ever existed  
when all souls were fixed with  
purity & love for the only purpose of serving God  
shyt before our souls were able to be robbed  
I do this for no prophet  
I speak the word of God  
Heaven's no façade…I’m a messenger! ~Nourish Cruz