Adolescent Fantasy

The night is late and the sun will not set for hours
I`m awake and thinking of you
I went to bed just so I could; In peace
You make me smile, just because
You do that a lot

I grab my black teddy-bear and encircle it with a tight hug
Close contact helps me fall asleep
I close my eyes and sigh
I can hear you breathing
I can feel your skin; you are as warm as the sun and that makes me wonder how hot you can get
Your smell emanates and makes me tingle with seemingly insatiable desire

Suddenly, I get hot and have to force the blankets off of myself
I sleep nude, save for panties
I feel my heart thumping slow, hard beats
I try to keep calm, and bite my lip
I began to touch myself in those..sensative areas
You were in mind

I open my eyes, and you are gone
I never saw you
I never heard you speak
It was all just an adolescent fantasy