You...

 

I'm sittig in my own house 
I don't feel at home
in a room full of people 
I still feel alone
It's been a year now
Ya back in my head
Asking and beggin
For me in ya bed
It's been a year
Ya finally confess
While this whole year
I've been a fuckin mess
Broke my heart in two
Yours still complete
I crumbled to the floor
You stood on ya feet
Maybe it's just me
I'm to fucking weak
It's time for a change 
Be my own fuckin person
Gunna get up and go
Before shit starts to worsen 
Its done
Over this shit
I've been cheated on
Yelled at and hit
Do I really deserve it
What did I do 
I told you I love you
Worse parts, it's true
You cheated and lied
You swore on my life
Does god want me early
Did he hold to your neck a sharp bladed knife?
You put me through hell
A deep depression
Cutting myself
Was my biggest obsession 
I though about ending my life
I thought it would make things right
I thought things would change
When I left you that night
If revenge was part of my Christianity 
You wouldn't have a chance against its force
When I told you I love you
I ment it, of course.