Love Lost

They say that it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.
They lied, because if I had never loved you, you wouldn't have left me and I wouldn't be lost
I still miss waking up to your nothing but everything morning text
Holding hands, even when we were alone just to make us feel closer
You sexy soft lips kissing my forehead to make me feel beautiful, after all you did used to love me.
Holding my body so close to yours like treasured jewels
And boy when we made love the world was still and only the rocking of our bodies was real
I miss everything about you, I wish you were still here
I even miss the way I would wash your back and rub your feet just to show you how much I cared
I wish it could be the way that it used to be, me loving you and you loving me
I say that its better to have never loved at all, at least that way I wouldn't have the beautiful, painful memories staring down at me from my wall.