Is This The Path?

My life is falling apart
  is what nobody can see.
I keep to myself,
  and just let them be.

The ones I love
  have pushed me away.
I'm not sure what reasons
  there are for me to stay.

Everyone ignores me
  with the signs that I give.
What they don't understand
  is like this I won't live.

The cries that I give,
  nobody wants to hear.
The time they all see it
  is the day all will fear.

So I keep to myself
  and let everyone else be.
Nobody will ever know
  how fucked up this world made me.

What should I do
  to fix it all?
Or just let them all
  see how far I fall?

Maybe I should let them
  see it with their eyes.
I hope they know
  they are in for a surprise.

Will anything ever
  work out for me?
Or is this the path
  to reach my destiny?