where does strength reside? where does love hide? 4th entry to ebony_sky

I know where my strength comes from
It comes from within
From experiences made
Wrong choices
Still standing after life has
Shot back
Strength resides in my friends
My brothers
Love hides deep within
But is shown in the little actions we do
When I fall over
My strength isn't always strong enough
I rely on others
When my flame has died out and love seems barren
Talking to her
Makes it better
My brothers show me they care
We laugh we cry
We try
We lost
We've bled
We've won
Because our strength on its own is great
But in unity it is infallible
In love we are true
when my father turned his back my friends caught me
When all around me blamed me
And hated my friends were there
When I was down and out injured and hurt their they stood
Waiting for my return
My brothers as I've grown to know them
We stand
When I lost all I had
My tears could fall freely around them
Through months of pain
They helped
this is strength this is love
When they called me a killer they denied it
And made sure the claims were wrong
But as selfish as it sounds
Sometimes I wish for more
A women
A baby
A boo
Someone to love in a different way
Someone to keep me company at night
Someone who I would fight for and die for
My friends would be right beside me
But she would wait for my return
And sometimes this is all I want
To come home from my day
To a hot meal
A warm kiss
A hot shower
A massage
Of which would be repaid
this love is what I want
A strong women who knows right
Who is sexy and funny
Who is beautiful and sensual
Charismatic
Like you
And if you are there got me I will always be there for you and even when its over and done with
I will still be there for you
Because of what we would have went through
And if you need a shoulder I'll be there
Door always open
Bed always with a spot for you
I promise