In the dark

In the darkest of knights the owls and bats take to flight to defend my life cuz I've lost my site more like lost the fight of my inner demons steadily schemin manipulatin thoughts feelins plans and me bein the man I am cuz I have to be and need to be even tho the world can't see wat I feel is more than I can explain or understand even tho nobody rele gives a damn ulterior motives shown thru the dark can't make a spark without  blowin the world apart the river Styx overflowing to the stars  I fell so hard from the moon I was aimin for the angels watchin my body wash to shore which one can help me soar pick me up and show me a whole new world watchin my dreams unfurl like a flag blowin in the wind chased down by my own demons cuttin me with my past sins no one wins the game prize spreadin a ton of lies losers in disguise a tormenting surprise my own failin demise I close my eyes from the pain inside I run and hide but can't get far so i smoke get high but still shits hard turn the page to reply but where to start how's about at the end you goddamn retard cuz for each
end there's a new beginnig  that don't bend happiness is only make pretend so I've gotta make amends for all the sins I've done and for all of the unforgivable wrongs but not for all the hits from the bong that have helped me settle my thoughts but not my anger I'd like to strangle a stranger fuck the world give em the finger nobody to fuck em better I'm the asshole gentleman that you didn't know about leave you lookin stupid without a doubt leavin you wonderin how how in the world did he flip it flip it and rip it tear it up shred it apart spit on it like shit treat you the same you don't know my name either of em government or the other if you scared pull up your covers stay in your bed covering your head like a terrified lil kid ha you jus pissed on the sheets now your all wet head to feet and I didn't miss a beat still punkin your ass like equals 3 so wat will your decision be mite aswell surrender cuz you can't beat me I'm so cold I cover beats with my breath in ice sheets and wen i cry ice cubes drop to my feet im frozen in place can't take a seat or take a bow I jus don't kow how I get defeated beated cheated tricked and schemed wish somebody was on my team so I could tag team the world like the hardys but it aint the wrestling federation it's a sudden death determination but jus so you kow for your information this is my declaration I'm done bein your fascination and obsession so kick rocks and step on move to the next song I'm not doin anything wrong I've done stepped up time for you to grow up and get your big kid undies on but your  like a cockroach it's time for the round up get the dumb ass retards that ain't mentally challenged put em together in a tiger pit completely surrounded till the end starts