You thought of a crush didn't you?

Please excuse me I'm not thinking clear,
it must just be stress.
but I likely shouldn't be here.
I'm such a mess
I never really ever know what to say,
when all of my emotions get in the way.
I'm just trying to get us on the same page.
I always get it better right afterward.
when all of the wrong impressions are said and heard
how come i can never get the right words.
I need to convey---.
I wish could explain
the things that I need to work out
I don't feel right
what has come over me.
I'm about to lose my mind.
never really ever know what to say,
when allI of my emotions get in the way.
I'm just trying to get us on the same page.
I always get it better right afterward.
when all of the wrong impressions are said and heard
how come i can never get the right words.
I need to convey---.
(I wish I could explain)
can I let the trees do the talking?
the ground do the walking?
the clouds fill whats missing
my mouth do the listing
the listening
never really ever know what to say,
when allI of my emotions get in the way.
I'm just trying to get us on the same page.
I always get it better right afterward.
when all of the wrong impressions are said and heard
how come i can never get the right words.
I need to convey---.
i wish i could explain
what i need to say.

              -The Listening
                           -Lights