Now And Forever

Get out of my head.
Get the fuck out.
I don't want you in my mind,
ever.
Why won't you just leave?
If it's easy enough in reality,
why is it so damn impossible here.
My mind should let me think of whatever the hell i want.
And i don't want you.
Just go back to that fucking happy world you live in,
and stay out of my  life,
and my  head.

My head already hurts to begin with,
i don't need any fucking heart throb to add to it.
Will you please wash away from my memory?
Why do you still lodge yourself in my brain?
Why is it always you that comes to my thoughts?
Just leave, i don't want to be hurt.
Again.
But the thing is you fucking won't.
Do i need to start screaming to the skies?
To the world?
Get out of my head now,
and forever.