Farewell To Another Chapter

Than:.........
Bending down, you lightly press your lips against mine one last time,
If only there was a button in which to push to cause us to be able to rewind,
It was not that long ago, I would melt with just your touch,
You would write me letters and shared such emotion, you would tell me that you loved me so much,
The way you would look at me, as if I were your prized trophy,
By my side you would always want to be,
You spoke so highly of me, bragging to all of your friends,
My company you could not get enough of, many endless hours we would spend,
Once, we were so in tuned with each other,
Being able to finish each others sentences to even being in each others bizarre dreams, we were in sync, you were my lover,
Many ups and downs we have been through,
But always managing to be each others rock when the other was in the dumps, we always seemed to know just what to do,
You would have my back and yours I had as well,
I even put my life in front of yours when the knife was pulled, man the stories we are able to tell,
So than....what has happened to us? And the truth no more lies,
Explain to me for I am confused, tell my why?
Now............
Bending down, my lip stings from your landed punch,
If only there had been a hint, a clue to give me some type of hunch,
I no longer melt when you now touch,
The letters you use to write to me, you no longer write them for me let alone speak to me much,
Now you look at me with eyes filled with disguised,
I was once your prized trophy,
Every passing day the amount of time that we get to share together is dwindling slowly,
No longer by my side you wish to be,
The words that come out of your mouth are such awful things to say about the person that is suppose to be your best friend,
A lover, a wife, as well as your children's mother, together till the bitter end,
Always annoyed with each other to busy fighting to be so in tune with each other,
Nightmares I wake up to now, my body drenched in sweat, screaming into the night, to now being comforted by my own mother,

So than....what has happened to us? And the truth no more lies,
Explain to me for I am confused, tell my whyPlease, I do not want to be without you, I think that I would rather just die,
They say that divorce is a grieving process sort of like death of a loved one,
Mind so confused, nothing makes sense anymore....is this....are we.....really done?  :-- (