dangerouse addiction

Cold biting metal that causes
Pain i crave so much.
I guess I really am that fucked up.
I hide my scars
And hide my pain. All this was truly done
In vain.

My scars,my pain, my shame
I pull down my sleeves and try
to hide these things

But eventualy the truth comes out.
They see my scars
They scream and shout
They tell me what I was doing.. is wrong
But I knew already
There could be no doubt

Even as I cried in the dark..
I knew it was wrong
As i drew the cold biting metal
Across my wrist
Digging deeper each time
Feeling that biting pain...

Its an addiction and it starts again. :(