I'll Never Be That 'Special Someone'

I've come to realize,
I can never be that
'Special someone' for anyone.
I can not seem to keep a
Love, and hold it..
I always end up hurt,
Burned, cheated, played,
And torn into many
Pieces. I can never
Be someones love,
For they always find
Another. I will not
Be loved for I'm
Quiet, pale, dead inside,
And covered in scars,
And I dont have a perfect
Body.. I can not be
Loved for who I am..
I see love all
Around me, but I'll
Never hold it..
It evades me and
I stopped questioning
Why it does..
I'll never be that
'Special Someone' for
Anyone..