meant to be

overstepping the red lines
afraid to reveal the shadows haunting me
I want your lips,
your eyes to never leave my frame
your heart to beat the same as mine does
I want things I'm not allowed to ask of you
this awkward silence you bless me with
not like the others
its easy to be held in your words
charmed by your amazing smile
constantly second guessing the feelings you say you have
are we gonna be more than this
my emotions for you
frighten me
I'm always letting you sway through my thoughts
need to learn to be safe in you
love is a hard lesson to be taught
standing in this intangible caress
I fight my feelings
but my fight it lacks strength
I wonder if you ever dream about our night
your arm around my body
felt so comfortable laying beside you
like it was meant to be.....