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    as long as the orchestra "harmonizes"(as long as im "alive")- perhaps there's always a chance to potentially experience more; if the music "makes sense"- right?- should a possible "opened window?"- in a moment- be ignored?              
             
   I've.... procrastinated on permanently changing my middle name to "safe"- now how much sense does that actually make? - that's not quite how life's rhythm operates....              
             
  sade(the singer)- would say- "smooth" is the way; what is my intent? what is the "take away"? when it comes to that look in a beautiful woman's eyes- but negative reinforcements- crowd one's mind and mostly have the final say....              
             
 and one's(me) sensitive to a fault- as one "navigates" earthly landscapes.... hence the runner- that one is- there's no such thing as "escape"; just a fluctuating temperature inside-outside-inside aches....              
             
  life is pain- and pain is life- pain's the reason one's "awake"- at the same time it's the reason why one's breathing to escape- to a place out of the way- where nobody trips one up- intended- or mistake....              
             
  borrowed time is how I truly feel- each moment i awake.... yes I feel as though I'm writing from perspective of the grave; I see beauty- I see death when another looks my way....              
             
I feel hot, warm, and cold fluctuating through one's state- called the human being's condition; and numb to the touch-like one's nerves frozen in place....