Days into nights

Doubt fills my head
Eating me from the inside
Shadows absorbing the light
Turning days into nights

I think back to long ago
When happiness roamed
Through my thoughts
Now, it's gone

I lay in bed quietly covered
Like a corpse at a crime scene
Ignore and turn away
All my family and friends

When will this suffering stop
When will this war end
When will grace lead me
Beside still waters to drink