Unholy

It’s unholy      
How I lose myself    
Consumed by the fire in dark, yet vacant eyes  
The heat of skin  
Possessed by all that we become  
I don’t wait  
For a gentle love that doesn’t exist  
But this  
The raging tide that pulls me under  
This is my forever  
The only way they know how to love  
It’s unholy  
How they seem to know me wholly  
My fingernails digging in their backs  
My teeth buried in their shoulders  
While they are buried deep inside my untamed heart
Complicated edges soothe
It’s unholy