"Poetic Justice "

           
           
           
           
    aspirations to engage the right side of this brain as much as the left; there are blockages that occasionally make me want to literally bull rush my head- into concrete wall....          
           
     as if I could ever express or manifest something at all so profound that it resurrects necessary spirits from the dead- to somehow help magically bring about a way to save those that were never meant for this earthly🌎 existential dread....          
           
            
    because no matter where one goes- there one is; a species bearing witness to compromised existence- still new matrix batteries being bred.... into dead air....          
       
  in all actuality- "life" is not a "gift"; ignoring the nature of how things function in this matrix- is ignorance; unable to unsee clear examples like lions with  zebra meat between its teeth;        
       
then you have the "unique" human archetype that just "has to do what it has to do" by any means- when push comes to shove- to eat.... "There is no God"~Dr .Robert Neville "(will smith-i am legend)-      
       
there's too many down sides to all life forms- we call "species".... they should at least legalize a convient way by one's choice to self delete.... I'd grab a kit, take it home, and contemplate before one's inevitable decision is made....      
       
that I was never meant to be-  here.... as if there were an alternative worth while reality with no possibility for error....