Smell, Touch & Feel

“A positive first experience generally leads to a more positive future sexual experience…” – Mark Travers, 2024

What’s the point of pain if there is no pleasure?
I have been asking myself this every day since.
Am I ready for what’s going to come?
Is my mind and body even ready to compromise?
“Take it slow…”
These words entice my curiosity
At this point I am unable to determine what is making my mind spin.
The only thing that I know is…I am intrigued.
“Close your eyes…”
Your perfume invades my senses,
Drawing my attention towards you as you guide me through the house
Memories of what was, and what is now dance across my eyes as a distraction from the blindfold that rests around my head.
My trust in you is unmatched.
I am eager…confident in my ability to rise to the occasion of the day.
Over exceeding… expectations
You undress me…exposing my bareness to those who are occupying our space.
I can feel their eyes dance across my skin as goosebumps present themselves for a moment.
“Touch me…”
My mind is activated,
I am picturing your body…I have explored it many times but this time
It feels different.
With my two fingers I place them onto your forehead.
Only with touch do I guide them softly down the shaft of your nose
To your lips…too where I insert, departing with a single kiss.
Returning to my stance with licked lips and an incredible sense of what’s to come.
“You may proceed…”
Between your breast, I can feel your heartbeat, the inhale and exhale…
The tightening and shifting of your diaphragm as my fingers continue to descend
X marked the spot when you took your first gasp.
Slowly licking my fingers... I return…
Do I continue?