You don't understand me 😔

From woman to man and man to woman. There will come a time in each of our lives, that we will come to that fork in the road, of trails and tribulations.  For I'm not alright and neither are you, not willing to understand the deepness of my hurt, and spiritual pain when you ignore my cries, when I try to reach out to you. 😭 Treating me like I was one of your tools, out of your tool box 🤨 when you are done using me. 😞 For you were never like that before when we first got together, for you told me it was love at first seeth and that you was happy, that we met with real understand and respect and love. 😘 But yet you changed the atmosphere of my feelings and emotions and replaced it with nothing but mind games. For sure you told me that you will never forsake my love for granted, but yet here we are now going through the process of not caring not feeling. Anything that reminds me of you or the love, that was never real love with commitment and consistency and real communications between us. 😞 For I can admit that I have my flaws and I still have the pain that lingering in my own mind and heart. But I am the one to blame for giving you the key, 🗝️ to unlocking my heart and mind and emotions, not knowing that was my biggest mistake trusting you. 🤨 Cause I believe that you were different than all the rest of my encounters, in search of what was suppose to be able to be our lives and life together. 🙏 But yet it was all lies, filled with broken pieces of my own shattered life, that broke my faith in half of my own 💔 spiritual subconsciousness of my own soul and my dreams. 🤔                                      
                  🪬SHAMAN🪬