Doing my head in.

The flesh I am, existed in kind before I was even born.In the cells of other people.They held my future flesh and blood between their legs,waiting for the right conditions to arrive, to create a human being,a body only.

But me, the one you are now creating in your mind, is perception dependant, dependant on your biases and conditioning.The me you perceive will be different from the one I do and all others do.

Here in lies the lies.If enough people say I'm a good man you will believe it.You will perceive me differently without empirical evidence.

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You'll give meaning to the rubbish I typed above  before reading that it's rubbish and you will change me by altering your perception.

So I exist in my own mind and the minds of others,nowhere else.A simple word or action changes your version of me,my version of me.

You write erotica and boom you are changed in my mind.
You swear like a drunken sailor and boom you are changed in my mind.
You wear perfume, jewellery,expensive shoes and boom you are changed in my mind.

You're forever changing in the minds of others.Some will love you, some will hate you, based solely on their perceptions.Even your own mind will love or hate your depending on your  perceptions.

We are non self, ever changing.

I think I've thought about this too long.

Good night.