All I Wanted For Christmas

Not a single present in the
cold shabby apartment
in the nasty fucking world -
full of horrid evil people!

No Christmas tree or fruitcake.
No fancy fucking food at all...
for the molested one (me).
No cookies or pie!

Dump the spoiled milk down the drain...
and drink the coffee black. FUCK FUCK FUCK!
Smell my own stink as you must
have nakedness to wash. NOT TODAY!

Nightmares bundle me...
paralyze me!  RAPE ME!  
Holidays were always always always the worst!
Menstruation week. Just bloody figures!

Row the boat ashore, Lord...
rescue me - or at least bring tampons!
You gave the world your son.
Thank you for saltine crackers with butter.

Cheese and constipation
Headaches and fear...
tears on the kitchen table...
of the molested one (me).

What I wanted for Christmas was
Peace on Earth/Goodwill toward man...
for all the molested ones (& me).
I'll shove a piece of coal up my ass, again...

INSTEAD

and try next year.  Med time.  Bedtime!