Stubborn Goat

its never  
black or white
unless triggers  
are pulled
time is gonna come  
when bullets fly
 
then there  
will be no doubts
joke's on me  
if i'm hit
by an  
unplanned ricochet  
 
dont reserve that  
grave just yet
this stubborn goat  
must love pain
inviting suffering  
with open arms
 
crazy fighter contradicts  
suicide attempts
same mistakes  
always repeated
sanity betrays  
grim reaper every time