Blood Trail

Training my obsession  
Creating my mind  
My addictive profession    
Is not what you'd find  
Determined mentality fills  
My taste so pure  
As this sickness kills  
There is no cure  
Trying to figure life out  
Clues I've reasoned  
I know without a doubt  
Inner dimensions seasoned  
Bodies twisted and distorted  
Appear the way only I see  
Thoughts twisted and contorted  
Blurred visions of my reality    
Watch my mystery unfold  
This mystery from within  
Voices have been told  
Disturbing where I've been  
I sent a chaser to stalk  
My dazed hallucinations  
Erasing life I walk  
Filled with frustrations  
My blood line clots  
And I feel no pain  
Injecting more shots  
Driving me insane  
I search and look for  
A memory of me  
As I drift away so sure  
I can not be  
The way you wanted  
The way I pretended  
I never responded  
The way you intended  
I've failed in life  
Preparing for my death  
Life cuts like a knife  
Circumventing my breath  
My blood away is pumped  
I'm left cold dry and alone  
This mystery has stumped  
Logic of the unknown  
Travelling the wrong path  
My destiny I will fail  
Consequences of my wrath  
Lost on the blood trail