a real honest conversation....

     
     
     
     
    the idea of.... everlasting peace.... time being nothing more than a concept.... knowing.... what it feels to be "loved" truly, deeply, intimately, reciprocation on both sides with ease....      
     
    when nothing feels like a sacrifice.... where on "earth" could that be? it's unusually beyond belief.... ego always leads....      
     
   "love yourself...." , "they say"; i mean-after all-alone you were conceived- and alone you will decease.... what else do people say? "nothing worth having comes easy...."      
     
    what if you don't want much? - but to feel unlike your first few breaths of life on "earth"-like you can truly  breathe....      
     
  in this life all senses feel deceived; wasn't told truths- like monsters really do exist-and how some of them shaped society;      
     
"love don't cost a thing?" bull.... everything comes with expenses.... Whitney Houston- "i believe in miracles...."-miracles are the "american dream"- it's "walt disney...."      
     
 it's not any easier to stop moving completely- than it is to move relentlessly.... people see what it is they see.... I see.... obstacle coarses.... with several ways it could end "deadly...."(if only from a mental/psychological perspective)      
     
-like squid game-except less exaggerated- you have the privilege to suffer- or round about ways to self delete inconveniently; "tough times don't last- tough people do...."      
a narcissistic lying prick came up with that quotable....      
     
 tough times are everlasting.... and it could very well kill you.... the illusions are strong; residents from certain countries moreso understand the truth....      
     
 when the good is going-only then is it going good.... one may see a "home" that needs improvement- where another sees-from their lens-clear ruins....      
     
 sometimes "life" for some is a price too expensive to afford.... everyone doesn't want to climb a mountain or a ladder- or live by the standards of the monopoly board....