I don't know....

       
       
          
    whether said plain despite bore or cringe- whether said with some poetic  crafty spin- how much would it matter- when guts spill like confessions to a "priest"- though without seeking "forgiveness" for quote on quote sin- though instead understanding      
       
    being of this species some-one labeled as "human"- it's been made a thing to have contempt-  and to condemn- anyone that sits in a space one doesn't fit in-a space that feels superficial and pretentious- like inside of some building to praise an ideate-some human easily could have invented....      
       
       
  the most complicated species on earth- coexisting; one could only dream up a permanent retreat that means good riddance from a space where one could never really breathe- to some place with perhaps endless weed in genuine friendlies....      
       
        
  most see "planet earth"- some more or less like me just see straight up TNT; where is a place where there's no such thing as "money" or some other telling another where one can and can't be-      
       
       
what you should or shouldn't do- where restriction within reason takes at back seat; where the "social pressure" is nonexistent- where there's finally relief?      
       
 the "foundation" of some places were flawed at the roots of a rotten tree.... I'd wish one could look into my soul and see what I already know; that said soul could see that all hasn't been broken beyond repair and knows well the art of nurture more than most....      
       
 this world doesn't have enough room for that.... just potential early graves- or to become miserably old....      
       
is there something worth any of this? in this life? or if there's even a next? screw the concept of this experience being a damn test....      
        
 there's plenty reasons to second guess.... another tie to knots- another soul that wants to drop weight that this body possesses- if only it did and truly meant without question- everlasting peace and rest while actually having consciousness in another realm actually worth while existing in;      
 
  what a damn shame if there weren't....