Always, Yet Never Again

I'm always searching for your heart
But I can never find it
I tried to play it smart
When I thought I could fit...

But I guess I was wrong
There's always going to be an empty hole
And just to play another song
Doesn't help you keep your soul...

And I blame it on me
It's one of my many burdens
Why can't you see
That it always has been...?

Stay away from me
It's what's best for you
I don't want you to leave
But what else is new...?