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The Price Is Never Fair

Whiskey river flowing through my mind
Unable to remember which way is down
Needing to escape from the daily grind
Waiting for insanity to come back around

Hooked on the feeling of remaining numb
Casting blame on this foolish heart of mine
Chasing after love leaves me looking dumb
These toxic thoughts lead to rapid decline

Been broken so many times I’ve lost count
Yesterday is one continuous loop of despair
Couldn’t tell you how much or the amount
Details get fuzzy and the price is never fair
Written by DamianDeadLove (Damian DeadLove)
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Author's Note
Late night musing. Part of my sobriety has become about humbling myself at times. By writing the truth about my addiction. Give myself a reminder of the price I'm paying in present day, and how much of my life was wasted on an empty feeling. The image above was commonplace in my life, except 90% of the time I never spilled a drop. I got aches all over from landing awkwardly for the many summers I consumed. Appreciate you.

- Damian DeadLove

"The same thing that makes you live, can kill you in the end"

- Neil Young  
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