I'll Never do it Again

Never do it again,listen to what I said
Cause what we had was never alive only dead
All the hugs,luck,fuzz,and the months
Got me no where cause the love I wanted didn't give me enough
Showing that im tough won't help wit this dumb shit
Young kid tryin to prove hes real,but no luck Kid
Phone calls were sumthin,when they really meant sumthin
But when I don't answer your calls,your the only shit thats buggin
Let me run away from you,give me that gift
Don't come close,cause I aint givin you a kiss
Yes Im glad,cause I learned who you really were
You found out I was real too late,so you mustve heard
Take back you nasty curse,cause it hurts
My Mind is goin crazy,but my feelings are bizzarke
Learning till this dark day of what you say
Give me back my heart in one piece,so I can run away
Let me touch the gates of Perfection Affection
You took the class,but I could tell you didn't learn the lesson

I got a thought,so how bout you use it
My heart was once a firework and you were the one who fused it
I took my chance on that dance,yup at last
I'll complete the task,but understand I don't feel grand
My harsh feelings would take criticism from your mouth
Never thought I would have you for a while,no more eating out
Select the way you wanna work it out
Speaking out is a choice,but how bout we talk it out
I did the work and it hurt,but my heart just burst
While I was being a real man you were the flirt
Let me see and let me breathe
Closing my eyes make me remember this is not how it suppose to be
I'll close that door and put a lock on it as well
Everytime I would leave you would come out your shell
Never being real,no sex appeal,cause how I feel
Heels become a call for attention that only breaks your shield