Conversation with myself

I have struggled with finding someone to vent to for the longest time. Something about talking to other people makes me feel awful. And they never quite say what I need them to. A few years ago I started messaging myself, talking like it was another person, and they could read my mind. This wasn't great before, as it was pretty self-deprecating. But now I turned to it again, after a long time of healing, and the conversation ended with the words in this "poem". Quite a thing to hear from yourself.