don't give a fuck

 
casting off disperions of derision
doing my thing it doesn't matter
cold shoulder I'm used to it
shallow connections isn't what I'm into
 
moodiness of value
I just don't enjoy it
popularity year and out
but nobody really knew me
 
the meeting of the minds happened
but the fruition of understanding wasn't there
grazing the surface
people judged me for what I was known for
my dark writes  
 
the site changed and became fluffy
with smiling snarls
it was so much bull
these people were much darker
they just hide it better
 
I could feel the friendliness of the place fade
I picked up the proverbial blade
to address overt disses
and my poems were censored
 
still, I love this place
here since 2009 even if you don't know me
it is a revolving door
seems the newbies pack together
and the old ones just don't give a fuck