Loss

How can you lose yourself like your door key down the sofa or your car key found in the washing machine. Everything everywhere but not the place it should be. I mean for goodness' sake how can you get to that place.

I think it is tied to loss. The loss of anything socially economically and your health. It all combined and comes like a harvest but you cannot see the fruits of life when you feel left behind. The bad apple that was to bruised to be eaten but we forget the taste. It would still be the same but when you are on a losing streak you forget rationale and the pros and cons.

Because your heart hurts it is breaking so how do you expect your mind to jump in and save you straight away. It has been on a one-way course to help you win but now it is at a junction full of traffic like the M25. Now it is working on alternative routes to free up your pain and in truth it takes patience action and time.

You just do not know when you will arrive with your keys in your pocket. That is the hardest journey because it seems like endless miles empty smiles and an urgency to find your way. That cup of tea a few biscuits and that feeling. You are finally home.