valley's and peaks

 
sighing within I rally my strength
minding my mind, listening to my body
impact of the spirits restless and roaming
without the daily embrace of my father
voidful, wordless I escape to the heavens
and quietly wait upon to give me respite
 
resist the urge to internalize the pressure of the world
voiceless I stand still
while everything spins
 
entertaining the onlookers who stalk my visions
it is with regret I withdraw  
learning my maker's nature I misunderstand a lot
 
he does his best to convey
from the foundation that is set between us
entering into painful patience
 
differing from the rest I guess we all do
expression of vexation
he won't accept less from me
 
the message will be received
response of others part of nature
he expects something different from me
 
so I continue to climb the plateaus and mania
to his peaceful valley
until then I wait for relief from the anxiety  
that has nearly crippled me