gizzards

interesting hateful and not listening
hardcore I don't give a fuck
a curse on the tip of my tongue
burns my lips as it tumbles out
shimmering mirage with depths
you haven't met me yet
 
pluck your insincerity and hex it
my tears are mine to collect
a beauty of a witch too bad
I had to be hurt  
 
I'm not thug hard
but I've been around enough to hold my ground
for the life of me I don't know why
5150 attracts people from me
until the dark horde attacks  
from the mist running in the background
after the black is let loose
then everyone backs off  
 
when I start opening portals
and they meet my entourage they are startled
it really is disappointing
I mean I don't like some of the scarier ones
but the trick is to show no fear
cause they can smell fear
 
I actually feel for the ones I know
they get an unfair reputation
listless children of scorn
I've been around for eons
but I'm maturing very slowly
because I got in trouble once with my father
and he stinted my growth
I am often in trouble
the spirits warn me
I think Father expects a lot from me
 
which really is no surprise
say a spell and touch the sky
I am achieving some credits here on earth
but mostly there are demerits
 
they tell me, Little angel,
there is a protocol to follow
you won't evolve sooner if you don't listen
we know you said the rich old vampires were snobs
but you had no right to make vampires out of the younglings
and stint their growth so you wouldn't feel alone
plus you haven't learned a note of music
Mrs. Osbourne says you came for one  
chelo lesson and disrupted the class
 
you are to be giving with your nature
people appreciate time with you above
stuff you can buy them
Your father is still upset with you
 
that you could hear the Rephim since birth and ignored them
so I had no choice but to have the blue angels watch over you
The Reds rejected you even though you were born a red
when I found out in your teens that you could hear
I was very upset with you so I decided you would sink or swim  
with the reds you've done very well
 
remember do your best not to get provoked