Claimed

 
I don't know what to do
With what has remained

They tell me to be grateful
For the past that I gained

True, I have lived a life
Which I am not ashamed

Still, something is missing
That has my heart pained  

I need the lust I lost
The passion unrestrained

Is it too much to ask for?
A night of being chained

A day I dread the night
Before I was lovingly caned

I know it is much for some
The feeling of being restrained

It is a dream I dream every day
Something that is unexplained

Maybe it is a fault in my D.N.A.
A vice in my brain ingrained

One thing for sure, for the years
Remained I need to be claimed