multicolored

 
made of blown glass
so easily shattered
beautiful with all it's facets

a mosaic of pain
with the little bits that make up my memories
broken then put back together
a stained glass work of art, multicolored hurt

break me anew and the look is different
as my emotional facade
always on display
breaking so beautifully

serving you my torment
it exists because of you
you are my center
I am the amusement
that keeps your world turning

your mistresses eat my torture
aching in the dim light
the ruination of my heart
my soul is burning
and I keep singing

altering according to your mood
my sins name me
condition me soon it becomes truth

shattered dreams
and my visions keep coming
they say you're trouble
how, when fate put us together

twisted, I think even God is addicted
flavored with masochism
that's what my Sadist says

honesty has gotten me nowhere
I wonder if I could conceal a lie
when all my facets are now glowing blue