This type of life

This type of life

Without a doubt I want you but I just cannot live this type of life, you say you want to be with me but you still remain with him and it causes me so much pain and strife

You're happy to live on secret stolen moments, hotel rooms and parked up in the car, I want to be with you properly this cheating has gone to far

You promised me we'd be together you said that you would leave him to be with me and I  foolishly believed your lies but now it's plain to see

I was just a plaything something to use when you had a little time, I can't believe I actually thought one day you would really truly just be mine

But a few shared kisses some hours locked within your sweet embrace, isn't enough to make me whole and put constant smile across my face

My heartache has become to much I just can't play this game no more, you and I are finished, I will never again be treated like some slutty dirty whore

So as much as I love you and I might forever carry you deep inside my heart, I must live a truly honest life which means now we must stay apart

Ron