Roman

 
designing my failure
I loved you openly and without shame  
even though our soul bonding was not allowed
my feelings for you are fierce
you doubt what you fear
that we will never be
 
in the mortal or immortal
I'm still doing time Luce
and I believe you are too
our coming together was taboo
angel lust if you fear the repercussions
I understand just let me know
 
I've suffered every slight and slanderous cut
I will be myself no matter the case
a scapegoat is what they want
someone wants a boogie man
and your name is smeared
 
does he want you to be monogamous
what of your friends
remember a chain is a chain
controlling your steps
while your beautiful name is smeared
 
you love the humans
and you were never looking for more power
the nine houses shout loyalty
and there is none they desire more wealth
 
I have met you again and it's clear
I forgot how lovely you are
making jokes when you're hurting
thank you brother for not leaving me bleeding on the field
 
feeling you in the moment my time is erased  
all the years I waited
it was worth it  
but your guilt does nothing for us
we can still connect within  
even if I can't see you
 
I won't let that bind us
we are free as we've been in centuries
cycling through the years we have been blind to each other
 
we made a private vow should we see this day
I'm holding out I don't want another
perfect day clue in and we'll play
 
in sync with the waves bombarding our senses
my lust is for you alone
glorifying human sex you confused me
you've been holding out on me
penetration of the soul is wow
but the closer you come to me
Something is off, I'm getting visions
there are secrets you're concealing
don't leave me here dwindling
 
I don't know everything about these strange beings
you have learned the unwritten rules
I am just picking up on them
it's very confusing
when they speak one thing and do another
 
you will help me navigate the mortal world
and together we will figure things out
I came expecting a war
and found you at peace
you love these beings that's beautiful to me