Addiction

It's so damn difficult  
not to lose control  
Each time when you get close  
you somehow change it all  
That whisper to the ticker  
a beat I couldn't find  
you pace it back to rhythm  
that tune I left behind  
Straight from a sweet seduction  
your essence makes it so  
the perfect drug's addiction  
how could I let it go....?  
 
It's so freaken hard  
to keep myself at bay  
hot flush of nerves takes over  
adrenaline all the way  
Guess that's the line it draws  
Guess I should now stay sober  
That tandelising high  
one I should not step over  
I crave that sweet affection  
was hooked on from the go  
I''m lost in your addiction  
...and don't know what to do...