shy girl

 
deeply longing I hold my thoughts inside
no one would understand  
my obsession is madness
innocent affections denied
going from one extreme to the other
 
ravaging pain exposed to the light
no more hidden expression
my wild blush says everything
 
I am the night you are the light I dance to
in the radiant emotions
they glitter and I smile
 
you are so stoic I don't know if you share this feeling
earnestly I give of my soul
I wonder should I withdraw
or come closer to touch you
 
my deep seeded need
makes me ache in the noise
I hear all the chaos of your cult followers
I am just a face among many
 
I've spoken to the stars above
and to the smoke below
this may be an infatuation of the heart
but my wild storm says this is a real thing
 
my inner hollows keep talking about you
doubts linger and my ego spins
such a shy girl to you overt magnetism
the vixens love you and its easy to see why
a mortal love we have this moment and nothing more