destiny flows

 
Ophelia fill my glass half full
I'm empty on the inside
and I need your shine
 
warm and amber you make me glow
inside of the pain I remember to love you
sending my sadness south
I swallow my tears
 
smile at you through the haze
misty water blue
such a beauty in melancholy
 
resurrect the hurt
cos I don't want to deny my feelings
I need to know them down deep
 
my tears are my gems to keep
softly they come
and I know they will flavor me beautifully
 
serenading sadness I know her well
I draw on her breath
long inhale powerful exhale
love is like that
 
days of purity, days we can't remember
and then the hurt days  
where we cut dreams from the sky  
and all the stars crash from the heavens
no longer wanting to shine on us
 
my passion is my life
I utter sweet words
sometimes with a sour inflection
but as always legitimate  
 
weeping in the rain
smiling I won't bring you down
flowering disaster
 
crimson glory broadcasting my longing
innocence lost I'm not shiny or new
bitter revival there is so much more to know
 
hidden within my sanctuary is a girl you know
maturing slowly because that's how you mature a soul
so this is me turning in the energy
 
learning what it is to be a woman
a life not forfeited but exposed to the light
a little green in my presentation
being groomed to someday be a wife