Thoughts of my Thoughts

Tryin to keep in things My Mouth needs to speak
Lookin for those good people,more like hide n' seek
Life is coming to me pretty fast at this moment
My mind isn't spoken and my poor thoughts keep goin
Just livin life now,since thats the only thing I can do
My spirit don't move and my secrets follow who?
I look in the mirror and see a disappointed face
Tryin to replace my steps from the past that now intimidate
I'm learning how not to care,but its not coming easy
Past is Squeezing my throat as the mirror sees me
My life,so don't worry,cause you have yours
I feel like im fallin down from the top of 1000 floors
I feel like no one when I'm alone
My feelings become numb and cold
Fuck it....Let me be me and let me live my life