"Therapy"

   
   
   
   
        the external- the internal.... the ongoing battles.... I fight through it - though I much prefer the flight.... "time" passes- and I am not alright- I feel buried alive....    
   
   
      I'd like- a friend- the kind- where you casually & responsibly get it in- where two bubbles just compatibly blend-like a venn diagram validating a worthwhile friendship....  
   
this human/societal experience is very difficult when it's overall- just not your thing-and so you're just simply surviving-and you just don't "fit in...."