sated

lilting slowly back and forth
my gentle rain fell
forlorn of heart I silenced my internal voice
 
it just wouldn't due
my duality of soul
my sorrow knew the darkness in me
but she shied away
hoping to keep herself chaste and honest
 
she regretted her big soulful eyes
they always let a person know what she thought
my eyes never lie
 
my burning thoughts are my attempt at escape
the muted feelings I have disturb me
secrets I bear I don't even name them in my diary
 
I've been a good lady
what the world expects
so how do I rectify the needs in me
 
I'm wild like the wind
and I push at the confines of my life
staring into the abyss
it's taken notice of me
 
rebellious child of doubt
it beckons come to us honey and be sated