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listening to the chaos I slip into a mood
sadness withdraws a shadow hanging her head
drinking my sorrow it really knows how to make me bleed

hurting in the cold wondering where I went wrong
needing a love that can comfort
internally seeking what isn't mind to have
damning the day that brought me here

distilling the feelings of bitterness
realizing my honey would draw me a suitor
altering my theory I flow with the breeze

catching myself looking at my reflection
noticing it shifts according to my self esteem
to draw a mate I must let go of my ego
or he would be sure to notice the difference

the darkness of soul that affects me
seeing the soul I blanch
perhaps there is one like me

a revolving self involved doppleganger
who manifests many places
but who prefers to appear awkwardly

a seductive being who enjoys confusing a person
with their irrestible charm
and turn them off at the same time

it is amusing sensing their discomfort
they are drawn by the darkness of the moment
but are loathe to admit it

I am a woman of value
I must have a full confession before we move forward
taking my time arousing his debauchery

I'm never wrong I can smell the sin on their soul
twisted and hidden poorly
comes to life when I appear

as a vampire I must feed
they cultivate the desire and I eat their shame
a tiny spark is all it takes
the taboo rarely talks but when it does it's a revelation