blowing kisses at death

The room is crawling
And I've lost my mind.
The walls are living
And the air is lit up
Like every particle
Split a rainbow
And smashed it into dust
To enthrall a brain melting
And a heart exploding
Nemesis of the big bang
Condensed all into one fleshly prison
My void of deep waters
Is in my nose
And filling my lungs
I'm hell burning from inside out
Even if only for a fleeting moment
I felt the rush of standing still
And going so many places
Whether it is sprung from the mind
Of a slightly insane fuck up
Or a message from higher powers intended for me special
The places I have been
Make me want to grab hands like a child
And pull toward the hurling blackness of my wonderland
And exult "Look what I found!"
A kiss and tell mishap
As I flirt with death while fighting to live
I can only hope
My trip back to Earth finds me better...
That reeling two wheels around a corner in hell
Is not the highlight of thrill
In my petty but oh still dreaming story.