journey down the rabbit hole....

     
     
     
        I often think on words that I'll never hear- and the things that'll never be; I could easily look to the past, at the old version of me-    
     
       we all take that ride- whether first hand or by way of the "observertory"; wanting to close one's eyes, and wish it all just a bad dream....    
     
    those first true pair of eyes; my soul preferred/prefers the bliss; darkness didn't have to rule the world- with all that's negative....    
     
 I've outgrown all the lies- but still wanted to believe; that all is not lost, in a world that's built on deceit....    
     
   that young me- hasn't died- but has been "beaten spiritually"-while my updated software, of the present/future sees life as truly bleak....