I'm Back!

It feels so fucking good to be back
Now its time to paint this fucking world black

Suicidal thoughts and suicidal tendencies
Fuck the attachments and these bullshit dependencies

Sinking further every day stuck in an ocean of debt
Slowly drowning inside a river of regret

Its all fucking pointless and I no longer care
I sit alone every fucking day, there's nobody there

Tired of the worrying and I'm tired of pain
Tired of the people and tired of rain

There's no sunny days when you live as a storm
Time for these deadly thoughts to finally take form

I'm done trying to release and cope through a pen
I'm gonna kill us before you can push me away again

Cuz I know there's no point to carrying on
Nobody will miss us after we're gone

Thinking about these people telling us how much we matter
A bullet to the brain with make all those thoughts scatter

Fuck the world, fuck the friends, fuck the kids, fuck the fight
Fuck the crying, the lonliness, the fear and fuck the light

We're letting it go, we're gonna finally be free
I dont give a fuck how much you disagree

Cuz I got the heart to do what needs to be done
We'll find our liberation at the end of this gun